Grace made an unexpected trip home this past weekend to attend a dear friend's Dads funeral. A sad reminder that we simply don't know what life will bring. Even though she was only home for 48 hours, she managed to make ice cream (roasted white chocolate strawberry)!
Speaking of Grace, she is heading home soon from her G&G internship and I'm fairly sure we will have to drag her out kicking, screaming and hanging on for dear life. She has loved this internship and while she knew going in there was not a chance at a job, knowing and hoping are two different things.
Harris ended up coming home for the summer! Whoop whoop! He had really toyed around with staying in Pittsburgh but ended up coming home and I'm thrilled! He's doing a part time internship, remotely, so that is taking up some of his time and he's back at Jujitsu. He will also do some lifeguard subbing so he's trying to keep busy! Hard to believe he will be going into Junior year this fall!
It's been such an odd season of weather, uncharacteristically cool, which I'm not actually complaining about too loudly as it was great for the peonies and I hate super hot and humid weather. However, it does seem like it will be a short summer and also the tomatoes are not loving it.
I find that my mood is easily shifted downward lately. I HATE what has happened to our country, and, frankly, deeply disappointed to realize that so many people in our country voted, knowingly, for such hate, division and incompetency. The eroding of science, facts and morals is incredibly disheartening to me and I'm not sure we can ever come back from it.
Never in my 52 years have I questioned my faith like I have in the past 6 months. How anyone can claim to follow Christ and the Bible and also support this administration is a complete mystery to me and one I've spent a lot of time thinking about and trying to understand. Also, watching my children purposefully move away from organized religion due to what they are seeing is so disheartening and sad. It's made me question and sit with a lot of things, which I suppose is always a good thing. While discussing these things recently with a dear friend she reminded me that a faith unquestioned is not a true faith, so that made me feel a bit better about how we are all feeling. I know that in the history of the world terrible things have been done in the name of religion but it seems like we simply cannot learn from our past. Obviously, I certainly don't have all the answers but I can't help but feel like we are at a critical juncture in our country.

I've been continuing to volunteer each week at our local food pantry and it's given me a really needed shift in perspective.
However, here are a few things that do give me JOY lately! Sitting at the dinner table long past when everyone is done discussing life and the world, having coffee on a slow Saturday morning in the library with both of the children discussing life and the world, making our meals with food from the garden, fresh flowers in the house, Rosie, friends stopping by for a drink or coffee, Bryce or Harris joining me for walks with Rosie, and sweet, unexpected notes from people along with all the beauty that is the farm in the spring.